I thought a million times, a million things…
All I said every time was nothing!!!
Can you relate with it? If yes, something’s simply not right. You might know it, you might not but the bottom line is that you have an issue. Deep down inside your heart, within the folds of your soul, you are facing something that you find hard confessing. And if reading to this, you feel offended then I strongly suggest you to keep reading. The rudimentary thought behind your behaviour is very simple… you lack trust! It can be people, situations or anything that you come across. Many people are blessed with the most wonderful friends but still the blank space in their life remains intact. Closest of the mates sometimes don’t get anywhere nearby that space.
What can possibly be the reason? Find out! And if you are looking for an answer, asking others would surely do no good. All you need to do is to allow yourself a little solitude and think rationally! You are no doubt a people’s person but being by all yourself at times helps! A big time! Do what you like from within, dance in an empty room, smell flowers, go on an unknown adventure trip or anything that makes you happy. It brings you at peace with your very own self.
Your emotional state might have been the same, regardless of what you have been doing for a while. Try speaking out often. No matter what goes in your mind, put together the broken pieces of thoughts and voice them. Your biggest enemy is the fear of throwing out the words at people but trust me, you can turn it into your biggest strength. Speaking out never breaks a relation, but a misconception.
People with such fears feel like drowning at times but it is just the unspoken words running in their minds that make them feel this way. Letting lose and removing that ‘un’ from the spoken is the only ultimate way out. Life is beautiful and we get it once, so instead of over thinking and clouding ourselves with dark imaginations, we should embrace the glorious mess that we are.
